Waste O' Time

Hey kids

2006-08-02T00:04:45Z

Haven't updated in FOREVER

Life's going pretty good

I am madly in love with Freddy ♥

I couldn't be any happier with him ♥

The 19th marks nine months ♥

He is absolutely AMAZING ♥

He is the best boy anyone could ask for ♥

I am so ready for the upcoming school year

I'm going to be a Junior, and start with a clean slate

I'm so pumped for Junior and Senior prom :-)

I'm ready to apply myself, and do better

My classes are looking pretty good at this point

My lover moved, all the way to Lawrence

Which is wicked stupid because I have no one to hang out with

I don't talk to any of my friends anymore

Wendy decided to stop talking to me, and I don't know why

I can't get ahold of Elise, I tried numerous times today

Maddy has been away all summer, in Seattle, and at camps

I'm going to start updating regularly, but for now I'm out.

Bored

2006-01-24T15:36:49Z

69 things you may have never known about me.

1. Initials: SML

2. Name someone with the same birthday as you. Brieanna, Ashlynn, Alex, EDGAR ALLEN POE!

3. Favorite fruit? Bananassss

4. For or against same sex marriage? For... GO GAYS!

5. Are you allergic to anything? Nope

6. Are you bisexual? No

7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes? Yes

8. How many U.S states have you been to? 3

9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? 2

10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S? No

11. Name something physical you like about yourself? Hair

12. Something non-physical you like about yourself? I'm fun

13. Do you have any pets? Yes, my cat...Slutbag

14. What is your dream car? A big one

15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go? Aruba

16. Have you ever had someone of the opposite sex sleep over?yup

17. Are you bipolar? Not that I know of

18. What dream car do you want your husband/wife to drive? His dream car

20. Where would you want to go on a first date? Somewhere fun.

21. Would you date the person who posted this before you? I would deffinalty date that chick..and do her on the first date

22. Has anyone ever sang a song or played for you personally? Freddy and Tiff-butt

23. Ever been kissed under fireworks? Noooo :-(

24. Do you like president Bush? No opinion

25. Have you ever bungee jumped? No way jose

26. Have you ever white water rafted? Next summer baby

27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you? Has anyone...no

30. Are you racist? I joke about shit. Like Freddy Gonzales has the most spanish name in the world, that's is why me and tiff nicknamed him SPANISH. :-D

31. What song are you listening to right now? No song.

32. What's your favorite song at the moment? Dont have one

33. What was the last movie you saw? Austin Powers

35. Where was the last place you went besides your house? School

36. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property? No

37. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? Yes

39. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Smile or Eyes

40. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? I don't know

41. What do you usually order from Starbucks? .. nothing at all

44. Say something totally random about yourself? I can make you laugh

45. Do you have an iPod? yea...a nano

46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? Not that i know of

48. Do you have freckles? A whole bunch

49. Are you comfortable with your height? I suppose so

50. Do you like someone right now? I do

51. How tall are you? like 5'8

52. Do you speak any other language other than english? I know a few spanish words

55. Have you ever ridden in a limo? Yes

56. Has anyone you were really close to passed away? Yea

57. Do you watch MTV? A few shows

58. What's something that really annoys you? My little brother...but I love him

59. What are some things you really like? Food.

60. Do you like michael jackson? LOVE him

61. Anyone seen question 61? question 61 is right next to the gay man with a beard...haha yeahh

62. Have you ever surfed? nope, don't like the salt water

63. Do you know how to pump gas? yeah

64. Do you drive? Yes

65. What's the latest you have ever stayed out? all night ..

66. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die? Yup

67. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? No

68. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do? Probably ..

69. What's your favorite state to live? Mass babyyyy

littlelawler @ 2006-01-19T23:05:00

2006-01-20T04:05:59Z

Happy birthday to me

Bored...

2006-01-03T04:44:59Z

FIRSTS:

First best friend:
Merry

First school:
Beatle. (AKA Walgreens)

First kiss:
I honestly dont remember

First concert:
D-A-V-E! :-)

First screen name:
Steph8820

First Funeral:
My Uncles

First pet:
Madison - My Kitty

First piercing/tattoo:
Ears when i was a couple months

First big trip:
Georgia when I was 10

First flight:
Georgia when I was 10

First time out of the country:
Never

First job:
None

First True Love:
I dunno...<3

First MySpace friend:
Tom...

LASTS:

Last person you hugged:
Freddy <3

Last person you kissed:
Freddy

Last song you heard:
I dont know

Last car ride:
Home from the hospital :( Get Well Mom

Last flight:
Georgia...Last summer

Last movie you watched:
Fun With Dick and Jane

Last food you ate:
I dont remember...

Last item bought:
Movie tickets

Last Shirt Worn:
Red Sox

Last drink:
Water

Last thing you typed:
Water

littlelawler @ 2005-12-16T11:50:00

2005-12-16T16:50:30Z

I have cockelitus...

waste of timeee

2005-12-07T03:04:23Z

Put an X where it applies to you...

you are
[ ] short, 5'2 and under
[ ]5'3 -5'6"
[x] 5'7" - 6'0
[ ] tall 6'2 and up

NATURALLY
[ ] blonde
[ ] redhead
[x] brunette
[ ] dirty blonde/brownish
[ ] dark brown
[ ] black

[ ] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[x] hazel eyed
[ ] dark eyed (dark brown)
[ ] gold/gray-eyed
[ ] silver/gray- eyed
[ ] blue/green-eyed
[ ] blue/gray-eyed
[ ] they change colors

[ ] glasses [reading]
[ ] contacts
[x] neither
[ ] both

[ ] short hair
[x] medium
[ ] long hair

Your favorite color(s) are?

[ ] red
[ ] pink
[ ] yellow
[ ] black
[x] green
[ ] neon green
[x] blue
[ ] white
[x] turquoise
[ ] silver
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[x] orange
[ ] grey
[ ] maroon
[ ] gold
[ ] deep purple
[ ] blood red

Some things you've done
or have attempted to do

[x] ice skating
[x] hiking
[x] kayaking
[ ] rafting
[ ] water skiing
[x] camping
[x] horseback riding
[ ] surfing and skim/wake boarding
[x] snowboarding
[x] skiing
[x] skateboarding
[x] cheerleading
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] street hockey
[x] gymnastics
[x] martial arts
[ ] bmx
[x] baton twirling

you can't stand listening to?
[ ] pop
[ ] country
[x] christian
[ ] classical
[x] techno
[ ] oldies
[x] opera
[ ] reggae
[x] emo
[ ] 80's
[ ] disco
[x] hip hop
[x] punk
[x] rap

The pets you have/had?
(Put however many x's number of pets you've had)

[xxxxxxxx] cat
[ ] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] ferret
[ ] bunny
[ ] fishes
[ ] duck
[ ] horse
[ ] bird
[ ] frog
[ ] hermit crab
[ ] prarie dog
[ ] turtle
[ ] hamster
[ ] snake
[ ] gerbil
[ ] guinea pig
[ ] pig
[ ] goat
[x] chinchilla
[ ] tarantula
[ ] geese
[ ] scorpion
[ ] chicken/rooster

States I have been to:
[ ] Alabama
[ ] Alaska
[ ] Arizona
[ ] Arkansas
[ ] California
[ ] Colorado
[x] Connecticut
[ ] Delaware
[ ] Florida
[x] Georgia
[ ] Hawaii
[ ] Idaho
[ ] Illinois
[ ] Indiana
[ ] Iowa
[ ] Kansas
[ ] Kentucky
[ ] Louisiana
[x] Maine
[ ] Maryland
[x] Massachusetts
[ ] Michigan
[ ] Minnesota
[ ] Mississippi
[ ] Missouri
[ ] Montana
[ ] Nebraska
[ ] Nevada
[x] New Hampshire
[ ] New Jersey
[ ] New Mexico
[ ] New York
[ ] North Carolina
[ ] North Dakota
[ ] Ohio
[ ] Oklahoma
[ ] Oregon
[ ] Pennsylvania
[ ] Rhode Island
[ ] South Carolina
[ ] South Dakota
[ ] Tennessee
[ ] Texas
[ ] Utah
[ ] Vermont
[ ] Virginia
[ ] Washington
[ ] Washington D.C.
[ ] West Virginia
[ ] Wisconsin
[ ] Wyoming

your confessions:
[x] I'm afraid of quietness
[xxxx] I am really ticklish
[x] I'm afraid of the dark sometimes
[x] I've collected comic books
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad
[ ] I open up to others easily
[ ] I read the blue/green eyes
[x] I don't kill bugs
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I bake well hut
[x] I have worn pajamas to class
[ ] I love Martha Stewart
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] i drink alcohol on a regular basis
[ ] i have drink alcohol every now and then
[ ] I have tried a cigarette
[ ] I can't swallow pills
[x] I bite my nails sumtimes
[ ] I want your mom
[ ] I play computer games
[ ] Gotten lost in the city
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[ ] Been skydiving
[ ] Been bungee jumping
[x] Bitten someone
[x] Dressed up like a guy/girl
[x] egged a house/car
[ ] Crashed into a car
[ ] Been fired

Have you ever...
[ ] stolen a sign
[x] danced in the rain
[x] Seen a shooting star
[ ] proposed to anyone
[x] Gotten stitches
[ ] Eaten Sushi
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[x] Been on a boat
[x] Driven over 200 miles in one day
[ ] Been on a Plane by yourself
[x] had surgery
[ ] seen a movie more than 3 times in the theater
[x] been on stage
[x] gotten a black eye
[x] memorized all the dialogue in a movie
[x] watched an entire baseball game on tv

Do you like...
[x] old movies
[x] musicals
[x] music
[x] foreign foods
[ ] anime
[x] christmas time
[ ] donuts
[x] animals
[ ] coffee

12/15

2005-11-26T22:31:47Z

MY MOMMIE JUST GAVE ME 2 TICKETS TO DAVE NEXT MONTH!!!

Me, Merry, Mike, and Belly.

It's gonna be friggen awesomeeeee

For Amanda

2005-11-24T04:46:26Z

WOULD YOU RATHER:

1) Pierce your nose or tongue: Tounge
2) Be serious or be funny? Funny
3) Drink whole or skim milk? Whole

ARE YOU:

4) Simple or complicated?: Simple

DO YOU PREFER:

5) Flowers or angels?: Flowers
6) Partying all night or sleeping all day? Partyingg

7) Color or black and white photos?: Black and white
8) Lust or love?: Love
9) Sunrise or sunset?: Sunset
10) M&Ms or Skittles?: M&ms
11) Rap or rock?: Rock..
12) Staying up late or waking up early?: Staying up late
13) TV or radio?: Television
14) Eating apples or oranges?: Apples

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

15) Do you have a crush?: Mhmm
16) Do they know it?: Yup

DO YOU PREFER:

17) Being hot or cold?: Cold
18) Tall or short members of the opposite/same sex? Tall
19) Sun or moon?: Moon
20) Emeralds or rubies?: Rubies
21) Left or right?: Right
22) Having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?: 1 best friend
23) Sun or rain?: Rain
24) Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: Vanilla
25) Guys or girls? Guys
26) Green beans or carrots? Green Beans
27) Low fat or fat free?: Lots-o-fat

ABOUT YOU

28) Time: 11:39
29) Name: Stephanie
30) Piercing(s): ears

WHAT DO YOU WANT?

31) Where do you want to live?: Bevtown
32) How many kids do you want?: 2, maybe 3
33) What kind of job do you want?: Kindergarden teacher/Child phycologist
34) Do you want to get married?: Yup

UNIQUE

35) Nervous habbit?: Shaking
36) Are you double jointed?: Yeah
37) Can you roll your tongue?: Yeahh
38) Can you blow spit bubbles?: Yep
39) Can you cross your eyes?: Yep
40) Do you make your bed daily?: No

CLOTHES

41) Which shoe goes on first?: Right
42) Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at someone? Yeah...
43) On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet?: Umm oh ya know the useal $63453456341
44) What jewelry do you wear?: Necklaces
45) Favorite piece of clothing? Tan jeans
46) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: Twirl
47) Have you ever eaten Spam?: Nope
48) Mexican, Italian, or Chinese?: Italian
49) How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?: 4
50) What's your favorite beverage?: Diet coke
51) What's your favorite restaurant? 99
52) Do you cook?: Sometimes

BATHROOM

53) Hair drying method?: Air dry
54) Have you ever colored your hair?: No
55) Do you swear? On occasion
56) Do you ever spit?: No
57) You cook your own dinner?: Not useally
58) You do your own chores? I dont do chores

OTHER

59) You got laid today?: ..No..
60) You like beef jerky?: Never had it
61) You own more than one brush?: Yup
62) Your favorite color(s)?: Green
63) You plan on going to college?: Ya
64) You're completely broke right now?: You betcha
65) You're happy with your hair?: Sure, why not?
66) You own a dog?: Nope..dont like 'em
67) You spend your money wisely?: Yes
68) You're always making new friends?: Not at all
69) You like to swim?: Mo
70) You get bored so you take a shower?: Sometimes
71) You're patient?: Useally
72) Whats your favorite song? "American Baby" - Dave Matthews
73.) Who's on you're mind right now? EVERYONE!

littlelawler @ 2005-11-21T20:55:00

2005-11-22T01:56:04Z

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littlelawler @ 2005-11-13T19:28:00

2005-11-14T00:44:58Z

one year ago:

- I was a freshman
- I was 14
- It was 2004

yesterday:

- I don't entirly remember yesterday.

snacks i enjoy:

- O-R-E-O's
- Cookies
- Fruit

what would you do with 100 million dollars:

- Buy my Mommie a brand new home
- Buy my Mommie a brand new car
- Buy my Mommie a brand new vacation home
- Buy my little brother the dirt bike he's dying for
- Buy my older brother a brand new car
- Buy my family ANYTHING they want
- Shopping spree bitchesssss

5 places i would run away to:

- ...I wouldn't run away in the first place
- Wendy's college
- Belly's college
- Meredith Lee's home
- Thats about it

5 things i would never wear:

- Fur
- Anything supporting the Yankees

5 bad habits:

- Not being outgoing
- Getting awful grades
- Bad eating habits

5 biggest joys:

- Sports
- Life
- Boys that smell good
- Thanksgiving
- Music

littlelawler @ 2005-10-29T12:20:00

2005-10-29T16:21:40Z

What Pattern Are You?

Last night

2005-10-13T23:34:12Z

So, I went to Matt's house for a poker game last night. I got there a half hour early with Mike. So we hung out for a half hour with Mike, Kev, Matt, and Nessa. We were watching Braveheart...or something like that. The battle scene were pretty damn sweet though. So, other kids started showing up, and there were like 18 kids or something around there when we started. So, I started off real bad. Like awful. But we got to a final table real quick. It basically came down to Chad, Matt, and Me. In that order. I was just hanging in there and I started making moves and doubling up. Chad took out Matt, and Matt took his five back for getting third. Then it came down to me and Chad. Chad kept going all in almost every hand. I couldn't catch anything. At all. So I ended up catching 9 J off suit. Or something like that. And I caught a 9 on the river. They might have been different cards, but this is basically what happened. So, I went all-in on the flop cause I figured that was my chance. So, it took Chad a little while to decide. He figured sense I am a Lawler, I was probably chasing the flush, which wasn't true, but he called and I ended up winning. Chad took 15 for second, and I took 50 for first. It's about time. Haha, first time I'v ever won first :-D

So, when it came down to the last three, Chad started tooling on Nessa for going out with Jim. Nessa got real pissed, But, everything Chad said was true, so she didnt have any reason to be mad, right? All in all it was a pretty good night.

Today I ran errands with my mom. We went and got my little brother a costume, Picked up Tiff, took her to the doctor, and brought her back to school, went grocery shopping, and picked up a job application for Mike at Blockbuster. Hes in Rhode Island visiting Kelly Belly at school. Then, I went to tennis and played AWFUL. The only time the coach ever watches us, and I did horrible. got extremely frustrated. And still am, oh joy!

Thats about it kids.

littlelawler @ 2005-10-08T21:14:00

2005-10-09T01:14:18Z

You Are a Freedom Rocker!

You're stuck in the 70s - for better or worse
Crazy hair, pot soaked clothes, and tons of groupies
Your kind showed the world how to rock
Is that freedom rock?... Well turn it up man!

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

littlelawler @ 2005-10-06T20:23:00

2005-10-07T00:34:41Z

1) Bold what is true about you.
2) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
3) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
4) Tag five LJ friends

* I miss somebody right now.
* I don't watch much TV these days.
* I love olives.
* I wear glasses or contact lenses.
* I own lots of books.
* I love to play video games.
* I've tried marijuana.
* I've watched porn movies.
* I have been in a threesome.
* I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
* I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
* I curse all the time.
* I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
* I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
* I'm TOTALLY smart.
* I have broken someone's bones
* I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
* I hate the rain.
* I'm paranoid at times.
* I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
* I need/want money right now.
* I love sushi.
* I talk really, really fast. (at times)
* I have fresh breath in the morning.
* I have long hair.
* I have lost money in Las Vegas.
* I have more than one sibling.
* I was born in a country outside of Canada.
* I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
* I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
* I like the way that I look.
* I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
* I know how to cornrow.
* I am usually pessimistic.
* I have a lot of mood swings.
* I think prostitution should be legalized.
* I think Britney Spears is pretty.
* I slept with a roommate.
* I have a hidden talent.
* I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
* I have a lot of friends.
* I am currently single.
* I have pecked someone of the same sex.
* I enjoy talking on the phone.
* I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
* I love to shop.
* I enjoy window shopping.
* I would rather shop than eat.
* I would classify myself as ghetto.
* I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
* I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
* I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
* I'm a pretty good dancer.
* I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
* I have a cell phone.
* I believe in God.
* I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
* I've rejected someone before.
* I currently like someone.
* I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
* I want to have children in the future.
* I have changed a diaper before.
* I've called the cops on a friend before.
* I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
* I'm not allergic to anything.
* I have a lot to learn.
* I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
* I am shy around the opposite sex.
* I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
* I have at least 5 away messages saved.
* I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
* I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
* I own the "South Park" movie.
* I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
* When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
* I enjoy some country music.
* I would die for my best friends.
* I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
* I watch soap operas whenever I can.
* I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
* I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
* I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
* I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
* Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
* I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
* I have dated a close friend's ex.
* I like surveys/memes.
* I am happy at this moment.
* I'm obsessed with guys.
* Democrat.
* Conservative Republican.
* I am punk rockish.
* I am preppy.
* I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
* I study for tests most of the time
* I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
* I can work/read in a car.
* I love my job.
* I am comfortable with who I am right now.
* I have more than just my ears pierced.
* I walk barefoot wherever I can.
* I have jumped off a bridge.
* I love sea turtles.
* I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup anime.
* I believe in prophetic dreams.
* I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
* I am proficient on a musical instrument.
* I worked at a McDonald's restaurant.
* I hate office jobs.
* I love sci-fi movies.
* I think water rules.
* I went to college out of state.
* I am adopted.
* I like sausage
* I am a pyro.
* I love the Red Sox.
* I have thrown up from crying too much.
* I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
* I love kisses.
* I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.
* I adore bright colors.
* I love Dear Abby.
* I can't live without black eyeliner.
* I think school is awesome.
* I think pigtails serve a purpose.
* I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
* I usually like covers better than originals.
* I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
* I think John Cusack is adorable.
* I fucking hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
* I watch Food Network way too much.
* I love coaching youth sports.
* I can pick up things with my toes.
* I can't whistle.
* I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
* I have ridden/owned a horse.
* I still have every journal I've ever written in.
* I can't stick to a diet.
* I talk in my sleep
* I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
* I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
* Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.
* I have jazz in my blood.
* I would not be friends with them if they weren't family.
* I wear a toe ring.
* I have a tattoo.
* I love vaginas.
* I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
* I am a caffeine junkie.
* I know who Santos L. Halper is.
* I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
* I love wrestling.
* I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
* If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
* I cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.
* I have been to over 15 conventions.
* I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
* I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
* I'm an artist.
* I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
* I am ambidexterous.
* I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
* My computer has a name.
* If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
* I have terrible teeth.
* I hate my toes.
* I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
* I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
* I have lived in either three different states or countries.
* I am extremely flexible.
* I love hugs more than kisses.
* I want to own my own business.
* I smoke or have tried cigarettes.
* I have met a star from ABC's LOST.
* I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
* Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
* Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
* I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
* I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
* I don't like it when people are displeased or seem displeased with me.
* I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
* I have played tennis with my non dominant hand before.
* I have played strip poker with someone else before.
* I read the labels on food, shampoo, and other things just because.
* I have emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
* I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
* I can't stand being alone.
* I have at least one obsession at any given time.
* I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
* I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
* I know what THAC0 means.
* I have a signed Tom Servo head.
* I'm a judgmental asshole.
* I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
* I was a Spice Girls fan and I'm proud of it.
* I have traveled on more than one continent.
* I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
* I have seen every single episode of more than one television show.
* I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
* I am a Libertarian.
* I can sing songs in languages I don't speak.
* I could speak more than one language.
* I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
* I am ovulating.
* I am very confused.
* I believe that everything ends.
* I like happy endings.
* I ask too many questions.
* I don't get motion sick, ever.
* I love to sing, and I have no qualms about singing while in public places.
* I am a goon.

* People have told me that I am crazy

I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!! <3

2005-10-05T22:05:47Z

So no one told you life was gonna be this way.
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear.
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year. But,
I'll be there for you (When the rain starts to pour).
I'll be there for you (Like I've been there before).
I'll be there for you ('Cause you're there for me too).

Topsfield Fair

2005-10-02T23:35:25Z

Alright, so last night I went to the Topsfield Fair. I went with Tiffany and I brought along Anjuli :-) Tiffany's friend Mamit came and picked us up. It was her and Kim in the front, then Alyssa (?) Jamie, Tiffany Me and Anjuli in the back. Fun stuff. Anjuli had to lay across us. When we left she was sitting up in front of me. Here comes anxiety attack number one. Because the car was so packed, and I didn't feel safe, I had an anxiety attack. We had to turn around and get my medicine, I felt kinda bad. So, we were on the way to the fair and we saw a cop, obviously. So we had to cover Anjuli, on the girl that was sitting on the floor and to roll up into a ball and cover herself with a sweatshirt. Wicked funny.

So, We got there and saw Vanessa and her boyfriend...blahblahblah. So me and Anjuli went on an eating spree. We ate everything. Pretty sweet. Uncle Jay is my new best friend. I ruined Anjuli's time because I dont do rides. But, we met up with Ash, Shelby, and Nessa. So, they went on rides and I just watched. The we went on the ferris wheel. OH BOY! What a mistake that was. This is when anxiety attack number two comes into play. This one got bad. I'm terrified of hights. Litteraly terrified. So we get on and I was like I can't do it. We started going up and it went all downhill from there. I freaked not. Not good. I eventually calmed down, and just stopped breathing on the way up. I was all set besides the going up part. So, after that, Shelby and Nessa went on a spinning ride thing and it was wicked funny when they came off. They felt so sick.

All in all it was fun.

Bored...

2005-09-28T21:11:31Z

A bit of everything
Created by mamasmurf and taken 2163 times on Bzoink
Basics
Name	Steph
Age	15
Sex	Girl
Hair color	Brown
Eye color	Brown / Green / Hazel
Zodiac sign	Capricorn
Heritage/nationality	Dunno
Person your named after	No one
People you live with	Mom, 2 brothers
Favorites
Color	Green
Band	Dave Matthews
TV Show	Family Feud!
Video Game	Mario Kart / Party or Zelda
Movie	Super Size Me
Food	Steak Tips
Room in the house	Bedroom
Cuss Word	Dunno
Flower	Carnation
Animal	Cat
Sport	Football / Baseball
Pizza Topping	Cheese, Ham, Pineapple
Season	Winter
Shampoo	Herbal Essences
Hairspray	Whatever
CD	My mix
Gum	Apple
Resturant	The 99
Late night activity	Sleep
Holiday	Thanksgiving
Number	8
Candy	Milky Way
Song	American Baby
Starbucks beverage	Gross
Are you for or Against...
Prostitution	Against
Abortion	Let's not go there...WAY against
Drunk Driving	Against
Legalizing Drugs	Whatever
Death Penalty	FOR!
Illegal immigrants	Against
Premarital sex	Eh, Whatever
War	Against
Hippies	Okay?
Porn	Whatever floats your boat
Clothes on dogs	Against
School Uniforms	Against
Public Schools	FOR!
Spam	YEAHHHHH SPAM! FOR!
Gay Marrage	For
Slavery	Against
Interracial Relationships	For
Arranged Marriages	Against
Republicans	Whatever
De-forestation	Against
Gun control	For
Zoos	LETS HEAR IT FOR THE ZOOS! :-D
Organic Farming	For
Affirmative action	Okay..
Britney Spears	Against
Chuck Taylor's	Whats that?
Preps	Against
Genetically Modified crops	Okay..
Curfews	Against
Tommy Hilfiger	Against
The Atkins Diet	No one likes beached whales
Victoria's Secret models	Okay..
Friends...
The funny one	Meredith
The weird one	Meredith
The dumbass	Meredith
The nerd	Hannah Tannebring
The rocker	Rodney..Even though we're not really friends..
The crazy one	Meredith
The drama Queen	Jennessa
The athlete	Meredith
The writer	Matt
The poet	Matt
The shy one	Kelly
The prep	Kev Page
The prom queen	Wendy
The rebel	Dunno
The druggie	Chris Bodek
This or That
Jello or Pudding	Pudding
AIM or MSN	AIM
hotmail or yahoo	Yahoo
Carpet or hardwood	Hardwood
Cats or Dogs	Cats
Fish or mice	Fish
Wine or beer	I guess wine..
Abercrombie or Hot Topic	Hot Topic
Cake or pie	Ice cream cake
Kisses or hugs	Hugs
Golf or Poker	Poker
Shower or bath	Shower
Kinky or not	Not
Independent Films or Big Company Films	Independent
Spoons or Forks	Spoons
Do you...
Drink diet pop	Yup
Eat a lot of junk food	Of course
Watch soap opras	Nope
Watch CSI	Nope
Wear make up	Nope
Take naps	Yeah, I did today
Own a cell phone	Nope
Have a job	No :-\
When was the last time you
Cursed	Like 10 minutes ago
Had sex	Never
Went to the mall	Like 6 months ago
Ate	A day ago
Went into a chat room	A year ago
Drank alcohol	NEVER!
Went bowling	LP's birthday party
Had a sleep over	Don't Remember..that has to be arragned with Merry soon
Got arrested	Never
Watched a porn	Never
Stared in a porn	Never..
Went to the movies	Dont remember
Told someone a secret	Uhhh, dunno
Gave someone a gift	Umm, dunno
Had a gift given to you	O man, I dont remember
Brushed your teeth	This morning
Died your hair	Never
Gave advice	Just now.. I told Kelly not to do her work :-p
Word Association
Cat	Meg
Fish	Tank
Jacket	Warm
Yo-Yo	Go-go
Bed	Sleep
Frog	Green
Hair	Dye
Ice Cube	Cold
Rope	Jump
Pillow	Soft
Lion	Mean
Cage	Wrestler
Water	Park
Watermellon	Spelt wrong
Pink	Kelly
Spider	AHHH!
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I dont think I have 20 friends...

2005-09-28T00:31:40Z

Pick 20 random people of your friends that Type them out first BEFORE reading any of the questions, and then answer the questions accordingly.DON'T CHEAT, IT RUINS IT!

1. Nessa
2. Merry
3. Wendy
4. Kelly G.
5. Kev Walsh
6. Ash M.
7. Andie S.
8. Matt A.
9. Amanda
10. Ben W.
11. Kev p.
12. Lauren P.
13. Nate
14. Pam W.
15. Chris B.
16. Andrea C.
17. Andy L.
18. Anjuli
19. Alanna
20. Jim D.

What would you do if you had never met No. 5?
Explode

What do you honestly think of No. 10?
Love him to death

Have you ever liked No. 3?
Oh man, I love her sooo much!

If No. 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need to tell him/her?
I love her and She'll be in my heart forever

Would No. 2 and No. 11 make a good couple?
Helll yeah! She might actually be shorter than him...

Describe No. 7 in 3 words.
Amazing drunken fooooool

Do you think No. 12 is hot?
I'd do her ;-)

What do you think of when you see No. 8?
Sweet brownies

Tell me something humiliating about No. 11.
...

Do you know any of number 10’s family member’s?
nope

What's No. 6's favorite color?
Green?

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is No. 14?
Pam is sooooo hotttttt Shes deffinalty a 1523415

What would you do if No. 4 just professed their undying love for you?
She does...everyday ;-)

What language does No. 19 speak?
A crazy one?...

Who is No. 16 going out with?
I dont remember

Is No. 9 a boy or a girl?
Amanda...She's a raging beast lol. I love herrrr

Would No. 18 and No. 4 make a good couple?
No, Anjuli loves gooks.

Who do you think No. 17 would be good for?
I dont know

When was the last time you talked to No. 13?
Like 4 days ago, or something

Does No. 2 have any siblings?
2 brothers and a sister

Would you ever date No. 15?
I dont really talk to him...but I'm sure he's real cool

Is No. 7 single? divorced / swinger?
SWINGERRR!! YEAHHHH

What is No. 20's last name?
Donolon

What is No. 5's middle name?
Dunno

What is No. 10's fantasy?
I have no idea.

Would you make out with No. 14?
Yeah, I make out with Pam all the time...weirddd

Are No. 5 and No. 6 best friends?
Doubt it

Does No. 7 like No. 20?
Dunno, not may people do

How did you meet No. 18?
School?

Is No.16 older than you?
Not sure.

The dream that keeps coming...

2005-09-24T01:54:02Z

So, I have this recurring dream. Its kinda weird, I had it again last night. The people seem to change all the time, but it's the same dream. So, it goes like this...

Its starts off at the mall (weird) and this time I was with Camille. I ended up walking next to Kierstan Lawler, and I was like hey, can I use your cell phone to call my mom? (which I always do in the dream) And she was like sure, no problem. And I called, even though I knew she wouldn't pick up, cause she never does in this dream. So, after I made this call, we got in the elevator, and pushed the button for the third floor, but as always, the door opens, then instantly shuts. So, after it shuts, it bring us (me and Camille) up to the 5th floor where and Author wrote his first book. And it turns into a game. There are 4 other people on the floor, and you have to time opening and closing the door just right. You cant be opening the door, or closing it the same time as anyone else. If you time it right, you get to go home, if you dont, then what happens to me well...happens. So, I opened the door, and timed it perfectly, then As I was closing it, someone else opened a door. So, the door and all the other doors turn into dressing room doors. Then, this thing walks up to the locked door. It has feet that are like, 12 feet long, and the shoes are green, and the socks are purple. Then, I build up the courage to look over the top, and as I look over, all these other things look over their dressing rooms. They're all green and weird looking. Then, I wake up. Except this time, I woke up looking out my window...Weird.

Boredd

2005-09-23T01:31:00Z

A Better Cure For Boredom
Created by steph218 and taken 341 times on Bzoink
Basic stuff
How do you call yourself? (What's your name?)	Steph Lawler
How old are you?	15
Where you live?	Beverly
With whom?	Family
Favorite things
Color?	Green
Person?	Mommie
Pet? (Not animal. Pet. Either living or dead. Yours or a friends)	Kittie! :-D
Number (lucky or just magic)?	8
Childhood memory?	Hanging with the brother
Thing to do when you're bored?	Eat
Person to talk to when you're bored?	Meredith Lee
Place to shop?	Grocery store :-p
Food? (The whole meal, not a category)	Steak tips, Mashed potatoes, Carrots
Place to go when you're sad?	My room
Place to go when you're happy?	Wendys dorm, or Merrys house
The last stuff
What's the last thought that crossed your mind?	What's the last thought that crossed your mind?
Person you spoke with you in real life?	Mike
Person you spoke with on the phone?	Renee
Person you spoke with online?	Meredith Lee
Person your send any sort of snail mail to?	snail mail?
Place you went?	Spanish's house
Thing you did before bed last night?	Washed my face / brushed my teeth
Friends stuff
Who's your best friend?	Wendy Ann / Meredith Lee
Why?	Because they're WONDERFUL
If you had to spend an entire day talking to only 2 people...?	Wendy and Merf
The best person you ever un-friended?	I dont unfriend people...
Who do you wish you spent more time with?	Amanda
Who knows you better than anyone else (honestly)?	Either Merry or Wendy
Who is secretly someone you're embarassed of for whatever reason?	I dunno
Your family stuff
Any siblings?	Yup...2
Are your parents still married to each other?	No
Which parent do you like better?	Thats AWFUL
Would you voluntarily hang out with your sibling?	YES!
What about your parents?	Yup
Random stuff
If you could have an accent, which would you have?	Irish
Do you remember your dreams?	Yup
Do you speak any foreign languages?	Spanish...not well
What's your middle name and why is it that?	Marie...my grandmother's middle name
Relationships stuff
Are you married, dating, or single?	Single
If you had the opportunity, would you go back out with any of your exes?	Nope
Have you ever had a friend try to steal your bf/gf?	Well, he did cheat on me...o well
Would you rather be single and have lots of friends or married?	Probably single with REALLY close friends
Do you really tell your significant other everything?	I dont have one...
Have you ever cheated just because you can?	No
Do you think your bf/gf is better than the losers your friends bring home?	...
Last stuff
Have you ever cried in public just to get attention?	Ew, no
Have you ever lied just to get attention?	NO!
Would you ever colaborate with a friend's lie just to make them look cool?	NOOOOO
Assume you were rich, where would you buy your clothes?	That wouldn't change anything
What makes you smile?	Friends
What makes you frown?	Death
What's your ultimate goal/dream?	To become a Child Psycologist
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Yeah Amanda...

2005-09-20T02:35:24Z

A- AREA CODE YOU ARE IN RIGHT NOW: 01915

B- BIRTHDAY: January 19th

C- CURRENT CRUSH: yea..he doesn't know

D- FAVORITE DRINK: shirly temples

E- EATING CURRENTLY: Apple gum :-D

F- FAVORITE FOOD: haven't decided yet

G- WHO DO YOU GO TO FOR ADVICE?: I dont need advice...cause I'm SWEET!

H- CURRENT HATRED: Death

I- I THINK... : I should go to bed

J- CURRENT JOB: hahha...whats that?

K- ANY KIDS: Nope

L- I LOVE: My family

M- FAVORITE MOVIE: Dunno

N- YOUR HOUSE NUMBER: 26?

O- OUTTIE OR INNIE: innie

P- FAVORITE PERFUME/COLOGNE: As long as it smells good...

Q- A LITTLE QUIRK ABOUT YOURSELF: I tend to be EXTREAMLY emotional

R- LAST ROAD TRIP: Yesterday

S- DO YOU SMOKE: no...GROSSSSS

T- FAVORITE TV SHOW: Family Guy!

U- COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR: currently..Frogs 8-D

V- LAST TIME YOU WERE IN VEGAS: havnt been...yet

W- WISHFUL THINKING: Here we go lose weight..haha

X- X-RAYS TAKEN THIS YEAR : More than I can count on one hand

Y- YOUR FAVORITE YEAR OF YOUR LIFE: Any year but this year

Z- ZODIAC SIGN: Capricorn

Wahoooooooo!!!!

2005-09-19T00:41:27Z

I just came home from seeing WENDYYYY!!! :-)

I had an AWESOME time. I love her. I'm so happy I got to see her. It made my entire week...which hasen't even started yet. Only 22 more days until I get to see her again! I am loving life right now! :-D

A bit o' everything

2005-09-15T21:08:52Z

I walked home today with Spanish (Freddy) and Merfington (Meredith Lee) It was fun...I guess. I got soaked. It was pouring. But, its okay, cause i LOVE the rain. :-D

Today was actually a pretty good day, except my spanish class seems to drag on foreverrrrrrrrrr. But after that my day gets real good. I eat, then see AMANDAAAA during study..which is always fun. I love Amanda. She makes me so happy. Rodney has been there the past like, 3 days. He's pretty cool. Then after that class I go to Child Development, which recently has not been fun. We're watching I Am Sam. So far I haven't cried yet...and I'm hoping I wont at all, but ya never know.

O MAN! Yesterday I finger painted in my Teaching Young Children class. IT WAS WICKED FUNNNNNN. I haven't done that in sooo long. It made my day.

And...I think I'm hanging out with Anjuli this weekend. WAHOOOOOOO. I'm super excited. We're gonna watch some sweet movies and what not.

I guess thats about it

Sucks...

2005-09-07T02:29:59Z

Something is going on...but I dont know what it is. It's just a feeling I have. Something isn't right, and I NEED to find out what it is. I was walking through my kitchen, and I just broke down, completly. I dont know why, and its really bothering me. I know it's something with my dad. Something is going on with him, and I have to find out what it is. Looks like I'm not sleeping tonight. Not until I find out whats going on for that matter.

I still miss Wendy...a lot. I didn't think it would be this hard to adjust...but it is. When you go from seeing someone EVERYDAY to not at all, its rough. I wiah I could go see her, but I missed my 2 chances. It's dumb. Sure, there will be other visits, and I can still talk to her online, but im dying to see her.

My stiches pulled out today. No fun. Looks like I can't play tennis until I get it fixed. That really sucks. Like big time. Thats the only way I can get my anger out, either that or running, which I can't do either. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I hate complaining

Bored...

2005-09-06T23:35:47Z

01. Last Cigarette: Never Ever

02. Last Kiss: uhhh sometime in June...I believe

03. Last Cry: When I visited Joey's grave

04. Last Library Book Checked Out: Atheltic Shorts

05. Last Movie Seen In a Theatre: War of the Worlds...awful!

06. Last Book Read: Misery

07. Last Cuss Word Uttered: "Fuck"

08. Last Beverage Drank: Kool-aid :-D

09. Last Food Consumed: Noodles

11. Last TV Show Watched: Family Guy

13. Last Shoes Worn: Flip Flops

14. Last CD Played: Mix

15. Last Soda Drank: Pepsi

16. Last Thing Written: Spanishhhh

17. Last Words Spoken: "Ends"

18. Last Sleep: last night

21. Last Ice Cream Eaten: Currently eating ice cream...cause thats what I do

22. Last Time Wanting to Die: Never...

26. Last Big Car Ride: *tear* Dropping Wendy

27. Last Crush: There is currently one...but you'll never know...and neither will he

28. Last Annoyance: my brother...asking a MILLION questions

29. Last Disappointment: I dunno

32. Last Web Site Visited: livejournal.com

LAST

01. movie you rented = Dont remember

02. movie you bought = Dont remember

03. song you listened to = "Wake Me Up When September Ends"

04. song that was stuck in your head = "Swing Life Away"

05. cd you bought = Everyday - Dave

07. person you've called = Dunno

08. person that's called you = Dunno

10. person you were thinking of = ...

11. friend you made = Dunno

01. you have a crush on somebody = yes...

02. you wish you could live somewhere else= nope

03. do you think about suicide? no

04. you believe in online dating= nope

05. others find you attractive = Ask others

06. you want more piercings = nope

07. you drink = NO!

08. you do drugs = haha no

09. you smoke = nope

10. you like cleaning = Sure

11. you like roller coasters = hate them.